Is it correct respect ones lost ( in society ) never comes back?

I M RESIDING IN INDIA, BUT I AM IN THIS SITUATION DUE TO A PLANNED AND PROPERLY EXECUTED PLOT....MY ACTS WERE REACTIONS TO THEIR STIMULUS...WHICH ULTIMATELY PUTS THE BLAME OF EVERY SITUATION ON ME, THIS MEANS THE PLOT WAS CLEVERLY EXECUTED, STILL SHALL I BELIEVE IN THIS SCHOOL OF THOUGHT OR WHAT SHALL I DO...I M ALONE THE ENMIES WHO DID THIS ARE IN MAJORITY....UNKA GUNDA RAJ BANA HUA HAI...I FOUGHT AGAINST THEM , THIS LEAD TO MY RUIN..I BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE WHO DO INJUSTICE, THEY WILL THEMSELVES WILL BE TAUGHT A LESSON....AM I THINKING WRONG... HOW CAN I SAVE MYSELF, I ALSO WANT TO GET RESPECT BACK??